Ex-Miss India Sarah-Jane Dias, who shone as the leading lady in Kya Super Kool Hain Hum, hasn’t had that cool an outing in her real life. The gorgeous woman went through heartbreak a little while back. Though she has managed to absorb change in her relationship status in some time, she hasn’t been able to forget the heartbreak. As a result, she has designed a music video, which has been not just written, composed and sung by her but also directed by her.
Needless to say, she features in that as well.
“It’s an introspective song about how when a relationship starts going bad, you try to do anything and everything in your capacity to make it work, as long as your heart is still in there. However unfortunately, somewhere along the way you forget to be yourself,” says Sarah
No wonder, the song is aptly titled Forgot To Be Me. Entirely in English, the song features Sarah in a de-glam avtar.
Continuing to talk about her break in relationship which led to the song being devised, Sarah adds, “As you start forgetting yourself, you begin to compromise to such an extent that it always becomes about the other person. Your energy just goes into how to keep that person happy but then finally when that person leaves your life, you realize that you have forgotten to be yourself.”
If there is pain in her heart, Sarah does a good job in hiding it while stating things in a matter of fact tone without sounding too emotional.
This is the reason why she doesn’t let her guard down when asked to share personal insight into the identity of the man, the duration of this relationship as well as the reasons that led to this break-up.
“None of that matters as the song is not about me as one person, it is about the matters of heart and the emotions that drive or govern them,” says Sarah with a straight face, “I don’t want to tell you about how long I was involved with him because it is neither him nor the time that spent with him that matters in this song. It is about how a heart break in general leaves you emotionally high. I have seen that happening with my friends as well and they too have gone through such an emotional roller coaster ride.”
In fact on her birthday yesterday, Sarah-Jane also unveiled the song’s teaser on her personal website.